Cant sleep~~

This is my first time of having a real Boy friend...Last 2 times is only on net..~~
So I very appreciate this time d relationship...
He was cute..Tall... No me handsome..=.=''  With a very thick spec
He study Mechanical Engineering..And his CGPA 3.6++   Omg!!~~
Nerd??  haha  Still okok la... At least I like you ma... ^^

But very sad lo... Cause his housemate... Dont know he's Plu~~  So I cant always go his house...[He say once per two weeks..~~]
And he always busy with his Final Year Project~~ T.T   So he no times come me here also~~
Sometimes when he free..Then only he can meet me... Am I selfish?? Or disturbing??
Feels like I'm making he more busy~~

However~~ I feel sad when I cant see him..  And no reply my message because of fall asleep or bla bla bla~~
Cause I will "Sha Sha" d lying on my bed or sit in front my pc desk to wait for his message...
After one hour of no reply...Then only I will give up~~

I dont like sleep alone lo.....
I feel unsafe... Lonely
I feel I getting more weak after my mom pass away...  I have no one to have a heart to heart talk..
One people that I willing to share my thing~~

I also dont know want say what liao~~ Because I cant go to sleep~~ And "You" no reply me
Anyway~~ Nitez...and a sweet dream to you ^^ Muackzzz
PS: Hope my cough get well lo... How come cough so many day liao still no recover!!! Ishk~~~

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